Is He safe? No. But He is good.

Work in the mornings have become super busy these last couple of days. I have at least four projects on my plate right now and have no idea what I'm suppose to do for at least 2 of them. But I still prefer to be busy over being bored. I also moved cubes today...an exciting change up and a good way to get me to clean my cube.

An update on my China trip, I'm now about 80% sure that the trip will not be happening this spring/summer. I'm going to try and find time to talk to a field rep in China sometime next week, but I'm pretty sure that there are no long term projects available this spring that I would be interested in, which now leaves me the question of what to do. I'm a little scared and overwhelmed about my plans for this spring. I went for a drive last night and realized that I am a very planned out person. I like to know where I am going and what I am doing, I think its because I feel like then I will be safe. So this is a chance for me to be unsafe with my life. No one ever said God is safe. It's a very daunting feeling not knowing what I am going to be doing three months from now. I know I don't want to work for a little bit. And I'm pretty sure I would like to leave Minnesota for a while also. I can't stand the vast unknown but I know that God is good and will show me what it means to have no plans of my own and lean fully on Him and His plans for my life.